I did it again




Everything is fine with new love until it hits the rock and then you start to wonder how you could be so stupid as to have repeated the exact mistakes again.
You find yourself in a situation where you don’t know if you should laugh at your stupidity or cry cause you’re hurting so bad and it feels like this is it, there’s no recovering from this one.
You begin to wonder where it all went wrong. You reflect, you reminisce. Hey, i did all i was supposed to do, i gave my all without holding back, i played my role like i should, so where did it go wrong, again?
You start to question yourself, self doubt sets in. You begin to feel not worth it, it’s only logical right? Considering everyone that’s ever claimed to care left when you needed them most, so what’s new?
Everything will be fine baby. Like they say, you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you meet your prince. Your love story isn’t just ready yet and when it is, it will be all shades of worth it. Smile baby, smile.

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