Is it too late to wish you a Happy new year? Happy new year guys, i pray 2017 bring you steps closer to achieving your dreams. Have an awesome and fun filled year. May recession not not locate you, help me say amin o.
Lately you act like you don't care anymore, do you really not? Lately you don’t look at me, you don’t really see me like you used to, do you really not? You act like I’m a burden to you, forgive me for holding on so tightly; when I find something I don’t want to lose, I forget I hold it with death grip; I understand I’m a lot to take in. Lately you’ve been glued to your phone, makes me wonder if there’s someone else, it bothers me because that’s how we started. Lately I’ve noticed you’re happy but not with me; it’s okay if you’re happy with someone else, I’m happy that you’re happy even if it’s not with me; I’ll live. You have been dropping subtle hints and try as much as I may, they are stuck in my head; I will understand if you don’t love me like you used to and you’re trying to move on without me. And inasmuch as it doesn’t make sense to me, I will let you go but promise me one thing; when you realise that you destroyed something good, when the illusion clears, w...
Whoever said it was a curse to feel everything so deeply spoke the best truth. You know that feeling where you feel everything changing around you but you can’t do anything about it because others can’t see it, or they choose to not see it and you can’t say anything because you would seem like a sucker, so you choose to hold it in and drown in it and then it messes with your head and you start to confuse fantasy with reality. When someone starts to ‘act weirdly’ around you and you get confused. You don’t know if you should call their attention to it or let it be. If you do call their attention to it, you’re clingy or a freak to have noticed the slightest change; be it the way they shrug their shoulders, stare or smile at you and you realise it doesn’t reach their eyes anymore, even the way they call your name becomes ordinary, you don’t feel the magic. So you begin to gradually drift, you begin to let until you are nothing but strangers to each other. The crazy part is ...
Lots of my best memories are with people i don’t even talk to anymore. I guess i have to be more careful with making memories because those things last almost forever. Very difficult to let go of or forget. And it really hurts when these memories that are supposed to make you smile; supposed to be your happy place, end up ruined and tainted because you probably aren’t in contact with those people or worse, not even in speaking terms with them. Life is crazy, you meet strangers that turn into friends and then strangers again, but one has to move on and make more memories, better ones that would ‘out happy’ those other memories. That’s how you survive.
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