One sided Love

I get lonely sometimes you know.. Somethings i lay awake at night and have thoughts of what could have been. Maybe we would have destroyed each other in the worst possible way, but then again maybe we would have loved and written our own history; Romeo and Juliet would have had nothing on us.

You were good to my body, Your touch was my torture, my salvation; i lost sanity in our pleasure. I'd been denied that passion for so long that all i wanted was to drown in the ocean of your adornment. Most times i don't know my intentions, but being with you was a revelation, you see, there was no stopping us, we are one of a kind, what we share is rare; an entanglement of beautiful minds, fireworks like the 4th of July, a crazy that hasn't been invented yet; i think of these and i wonder if there's a world out there for us, there isn't a pattern to us... We can't be, we're both too untamed to be together; that's just chaotic, we're too stormy, our fire wouldn't create, it would burn destructively, our touch wouldn't be midas, we'd be glass to each other- we'll break . 

Maybe this wasn't meant to be, i won't deny that it doesn't hurt, i would bear the scars, but i'd bear them proudly. Maybe we aren't meant to be and its fine by me. I'd rather have fragments of us than none at all. 

I wouldn't want to be left hanging unto the broken pieces of us, wouldn't want to be caught bleeding out cos of those cuts. I'd rather hold onto the memories that once made me feel like we could be and that's enough for me - not what i'd want, but its what i'm getting and you being in my life is more than enough... So thank you, thank you for the wonders of you and even if I'll probably spend a long time pondering on the what ifs and maybes, I appreciate the wonder that you are.